WELP WORLDD

Hey Guys,
How are we doing? Any loyal followers still here? So I've been thinking a lot about what has been happening to me lately as a challenge. Maybe the whole point is to be as stealthy as can be in life, or maybe modest. Because the world would be quite weird if we were all as loud and unruly as some people are. I think that we should value the quieter people in the world, it's hard to be quiet sometimes. So I've been thinking about being quiet. What if I went mute for a day? Would anyone notice? Am I that loud? Those questions, lead up to my answer, test it out. One of these days, I won't talk. The whole day, no communication, in any way shape or form. I wonder if I could really do this. For those of you who know me, quite well, you know that I am quite the talkative person, especially when anxiety kicks in. It's so hard to stop myself from talking, that it's hard to imagine myself NOT talking at ALL!  I think I'll try this. Who knows, it may be easy and I'm just trying an easy challenge! We'll see my friends, we'll see.  Wait, what about chorus? How will I do chorus without failing?!?!? GAH. Suggestions? I'm not creative ATM, so please give me advice! EEEK! I CANNOT and WILL NOT fail chorus, that is socially UNACCEPTABLE at theatre. It is. It is. I would be an outcast! HALP!! HALP!!!! 

xoxo
Mads

Well Hello There

Hey Guys..

IM BAAAAAAACCCCK.

~MADIKINS <3

The REAL High School Musical.

Hey Guys!
Madi here! I'm sorry for my absence, writing block I guess. So my brother, who is a sophomore in high school, was cast in"All Shook Up", the high school's musical, as Dennis, which is a LEAD role. So that opened on Friday night, and I had to do a clogging performance on Friday night, and my mom went to the musical, while my father came and saw my clogging performance. So anyways, even though it was MY birthday weekend, it ended up being all about how great John was in the musical, and how proud everyone was of him. I felt really selfish thinking that, but I mean, I want attention too! I had just done an AMAZING clogging performance, and it was MY BIRTHDAY weekend. Like where was my attention? My praise? My pride and joy? I felt really unimportant. Oh well.

Hello Everybody!

Hey Guys!
It's Madi, as usual! Sorry I haven't been posting a lot lately, lots of school work to do and keep up on dance and such! But I'm here now! Anyways, so I thought I'd cover a few things today! So, guess what!?!? I got a TUMBLR!!!! I'm not telling you my URL, because like... it's kind of a scary and dark Tumblr compared to some of them. I also have a twitter, @thenextmarylin in case you want to follow me.  So my next project is "Why I like to live." I started this notebook, the inside cover, says:
MY ISSUES
~Anxiety
~Body Image
~Health
~Lying
and then so on the page that says "This journal belongs to: Madi Nicol" under that I wrote:
This journal is full of reasons I need to stay alive, got a problem with that? ~MN

So basically, I remember things I LOVE about being alive. Like New Books, Panic! at the disco, the smell of money, the smell of gas. Little things I can look back on when I'm having a bad day, or I am sick or something.  What do you guys think? What should I add to my journal? COMMENT BELOW!!!!