Hey Guys!

I've been really busy! I don't even know what Thursdays are and so u yeah...

GOULDEN BUCKK

Hey Guys!

OMG so today in Economics class, I got a Goulden Buck! Our teacher, Mr. Goulden, gives out "Goulden Bucks" if someone does something REALLY impressive. So it's rare that he gives one out. I feel really special and smart to have received one! I'm in English class, so I gotta go, I'll blog more later!!


xoxoxoxox
Mads

Midnight Ball

Hey Guys!

Its Sunday, which means.. I can post whatever I want! So I'm going to talk about last night... I went to a dance!! So if you know me, you know I'm pretty clumsy, and also quite delirious. Well, I got there, we learned some things about God, (it was a church dance in Cedar Rapids) Then we had Little Cesar's  pizza, and then before I even knew it, it was time for the dance part of the evening. I had NEVER slow danced, and I was REALLY REALLY nervous and anxious for it, but my friend, (who is a guy) asked me to dance at the first slow dance, so he taught me to dance. I picked it up quickly, thanks to him. He was also nice and we talked while we danced. I am in LOVE with this guy. He's just the best, he can make me laugh, sing, dance, live... when all I want to do is be at home and sob. He is unlike any other boy I have had a crush on.. EVER. Everyone close to me says I say that about everyone, but what if I really mean it this time? What if this is the real deal... I guess it doesn't matter, right? He'll leave after his Senior year to go on a two year mission trip, where he'll forget all about me. I had the time of my life last night, dancing with him. He was also my partner for the last slow dance of the night. I don't even know how to feel guys, I just need someone to talk to me about it. He was dancing with me as a friend.  But.. its just so complicated. I see him as an older brother, but also as someone I would date. I love him. I don't want to tell him~ but I do. I've been rejected too many times to count and he means the world to me~ and I don't want to lose the bond I have with him now, I'm really confused. But anywhoooo the dance was fun, and I had a blast.

xoxoxox
Mads

Sara's Trip to Haiti!

Hey guys,

Sara got back from her mission trip to Haiti! Can I just say how proud I am to have her as a friend, we've been through some tough times, (all my fault) but we've left the past behind and became friends once again, and I'm proud of her for traveling to Haiti, and helping to spread God's word all over! Apparently in Haiti, the sun shines warmer than anywhere else, because the tempurature sounds warm over there! I would love to just... LOVE it there. Now all I want to do is write a story set in Haiti, but I don;t know much about it there. Maybe I'll post some tonight. Bye guys! off to an art gallery my work is in!!!

xoxoxo
Mads

Wednesday- Original Writing!

So this is a poem I wrote about "love" I don't believe in it, but this poem voices that I do.

I feel sick and twisted,
but better than ever before.
My heart, yet it races,
quicker than before.
My palms sweaty,
I'm warmer than the sun.
Boys never made me feel this way,
You're the only one.
I see the way you act with me,
you see me as a sister.
But I love you so,
more than the previous mister.

~Madeline Nicol

So yeah.. COMMENT BELOWW!!!

Saturday-School Review!

It's School Review Day!

So! Today I'll review my school week for you!
Monday- I don't remember much about this day except I had fun in Chorus, and I also had a doctors appointment so I missed some school and got to lay down on a couch and talk about my feelings. In the waiting room I actually got REALLY far into my book which is really good, if you want me to do a book talk- type I'll do it tomorrow!
Tuesday- Short day, (at my school we start at 9:45 am on Tuesdays) So it was mostly a good day, I had band and crafts as my every-other day classes, and band went well, we are playing this lovely Beatles medley, and its fun to play and listen to because we know the songs and melodies. Crafts was fun, but I'm not so good at the project we are doing and working on so it was frustrating to that extent of the class.
Wednesday- I don't remember anything about this school day actually!
Thursday- I don't remember XD I should have a journal or something...
Friday- OK, Friday was weird. Everyone wanted me to go to the dance but I couldn't because of my anxiety disorder. It gives me bad thoughts and makes me feel like I have low blood sugar.( I don't but it makes me feel that way.) And I also didn't want to be alone during the slow dances, seeing as my ex-boyfriend was going to be there with his new girlfriend, (whom I disliked before they started dating.) and I really just couldn't handle that. But overall, it was a good day besides that.

So that was my school week, hope I didn't bore you to death!

xoxoxoxo
Mads

Feeling like Bloggin'

Hey Guys!

So I was thinking, and for blogging I wanted to set a goal! Blog at least twice a week! So I thought, but what to blog about? Well, part of that is up to you my dears! So, the part that isn't up to you, is up to me! So I decided that when I post, I will have a schedule.
MONDAY- I will REVIEW something. ex: Crackle nail polish, Slender, Boxxy, Music, Celebrities
TUESDAY- I will EXPLAIN something. ex: Complicated musicals, How shirts work How Tumblr works
WEDNESDAY- I will POST my original writings. ex: a poem, or story
THURSDAY- I will RANDOMLY talk about a big topic. ex: Tumblr, TFIOS, ect.
FRIDAY- I will SHOW you a makeup tutorial that I like! ex: I have no examples yet!
SATURDAY- I will TELL you about my school week! ex: What classes were fun, special events
SUNDAY-I will pick something RANDOM from above!

anyways! So I hope you like my plan, and you can either COMMENT what you want me to REVIEW, EXPLAIN, POST, RANDOMLY, SHOW, TELL or WHATEVER!!!!!!
Anyways, love y'alls!
xoxoxoxo MAds